自分の世界 ~

Decided to flick my tongue around my mouth for fun, and I realised there's a hole at one corner of my mouth. I guess it was created during my surgery the other time. But feeling the hole with my tongue just felt... Damn gross.

The Loh family's salmon season is here again! :D :D :D

(First seen on Tumblr :http://weheartit.com/entry/10321039)

My initial reaction upon seeing this image: really?? Is it really that important to love someone?

But then again, the love here is not confined to romantic love only. It can be love for your family, for your friends, for your dogs and cats and etc... And yeah, my life doesn't make sense without them :)

My mum looks so beautiful in a cheongsam. I want to wear one for my wedding in future!

My sis's dog, Coby came to wake me up today.
Aww and he is so sweet! Usually I stay over in hall so I don't know much about how the dog lives at home.
But aww, Coby can be a devil most of the time, but a darling at the start and end of each day.

I don't know how long he has been in my room for, but according to my sis he has been there for quite a while.
I only remembered hearing the pitpattering of Coby's paw on my room's floor, and then the sudden depression of the bed. The cycle repeats for another time and when I finally opened my eyes, I saw Coby's head lying on the edge of the bed, looking at me.

Haha and then the barking began. He just barked at me and licked my face, and then I was off to chase him around the house.
A nice way to start the day, if not for my headache and sore throat. No, I cannot let myself get sick! I must get well and enjoy the tioman trip!! :D

I just dropped my GEK1535, cause strictly speaking I won't need the module to fit into my requirements, and the module really makes my Tuesday a killer (4 lectures continuous from 10am to 6pm, and the GEK module is at the other end of NUS for me).

Yeah. Felt kind of relieved, because I am quite very worried about having only 16 MCs for this semester. I just have to chiong hard and focus on the remaining 4 modules I have now!!

GEK1535 seems pretty interesting judging by the lecture slides and everything... Maybe I'll take the module next time :)

Out of all the posts I've made to this journal, almost 90% of them are kept private. Not even those whom I've added as friends on LJ could see them.

I think I am pretty paranoid about my privacy and stuff, and I certainly do not like the idea of having some stranger reading my posts and then making those weird, unjustifed judgements on my character, when they do not even know who I am at all.

But recently, I am starting to think if I am clamming myself up too much, so much so that people around me cannot gain access to my thoughts and emotions. I don't want people to think that I am cold or unfeeling, or nonchalent and indifferent, although my face is always devoid of emotion most of the time. So perhaps, unlocking my posts could be the first step to help me being more comfortable to expressing my feelings and thoughts, even though I am really uncomfortable with random people reading it. Yes, I am that afraid of others making judgement on me, regardless of whether I know that person or not. But well... I have to try and grow up someday right?

Receiving criticisms could be beneficial to me, but if only I allow it to be. So, I just have to try and work hard!

( Ramblings of a feverish mind on a hot, humid afternoon... )

( Ramblings of a feverish mind on a hot, humid afternoon... )

But this video is really inspiring. It reminded me of so many things about myself and the people around me, both good and bad. I need time for some reflective thinking now.

LIBERATION DAY!
Haha, for my jaws. They have been tied up for almost a week already, and the rubber bands are finally going to come off tomorrow. Can't wait for it to happen!

Meanwhile my face is still swollen, and my cheeks still hurt from time to time. Hope I'll recover soon...

I've been feeling really giddy and groggy for the past few days, and I think it's due to a lack of nutrients. Have been drinking Ensure for about up to 4 times a day, until Mum told me that it is advisable to drink up to 6 times a day to ensure that I've got all my nutrients. So now I've been trying hard to drink stuff that give me energy, like Borvil, and so far I am not feeling that giddy anymore!

It has been really bored these days, being stuck at home..

Guitar, Inuyasha the Final Act, Glee, and all the mangas, here I come!!!
=D